Still Waiting

Monday, June 20, 2005

hello!! =)

hoho... today studied in the library today.. was soo damn productive!!! ALL thanks to ZHENG WEI LIANG.. haha.. a forceful teacher.. force me to keep on listening to him talk abt the econs stuff and concentrate.. hey dude... thanks lots hor. =) if not ar.. i dun even think i can complete cost and production chapter. XD anyways.. haha.. i've completed econs! at least roughly la.. will spend tonight mugging away for econs.. =)

~~sigh..i miss his sms saying im a good girl and his "love ya"s and "miss ya"s...~~

well.. hmmm.. so if i am disciplined enough to finish my econs tonight, then i shall be dead safe XD haha.. i think i shall start my bio tmr!! and quickly...zoom thru to chem.. X)

yeah.. something really funny happened just now.. HAHA!!!! LOL... u know.. erm.. the baby my mum was babysitting... adeline.. she TOOK MY HP WITHOUT PERMISSION TO PLAY MY GAMES LOR~~~~~~~~~~~ bloody hell.. irritating and unmannered. anyways... hahaha... sisters rocks!!! my eldest sis said she'll miss call me, and i'll pretend to go out and pick up the call... hahah!!!! funny sia.. now my phone is safe in my pocket =)

muahahahs... just now cai came to my house and watched the video.. saw the happy look on her face.. felt kinda happy, cos.. all our efforts and time spent on making that video was not wasted.. at least she was happy.. i'm happy too, to see her smile.. anyways.. sorry cai.. we always didnt give u an enjoyable birthday..... this year we really wanted to surprise u with that video and we really tried to make lots of effort for tt video.. ahhahaha... lol... anyways.. i just hope u'll like it!! => haha.. next year.. we'll make it even better for you!! =) haiz.. feel so guilty.. for my sec 3 and 4 years.. they have been so sweet and made a bdae cake for me!! =))) wahaha.. thanks g6.. MUACKS! =>> love ya..

anyways.. hmm.. today was tiring.. really studied non stop from 9am to 1pm like tt lor.. only short little break.. and from 1pm to 2 pm was our lunch break at uncle louis, and from 2pm onwards,.... mug till 4.55pm. sigh.. so we packed up and go.. haha.. after tt we went to the basement level of century square and had our "dinner".. haha.. just some small teeny weeny stuff la..

anyways.. wei liang bought chocolate for me.. SNICKERS!!! gosh.. i finished them all by myself.. n im gonna forgo my dinner.. too full to eat already.. well.. i should be the one treating him.. cos he taught me so much econs! my saviour brother~~ but.. he treated me chocolate cos i was attentive enough to listen to him talk.. well.. since he's soo kind to give his whole day to teaching me, i shld repay him by being as attentive as i can!! gosh.. tough man. haiz.

i suppose.. next thursday i'll be going to PRSS for their CO practice!!! =)) if ying shuang, audrina and hui min can come.. i miss them soo much.. darlingss.. miss u all. haiz.. realised i haven hug my dearies nuer and ziqi laopo for a long time.. sigh.. i miss them. =( audrina and qiqi is still away in china.. they are coming back soon.. miss them.. (*hugss..*) anyways.. perhaps after visiting them, we may go for a movie.. haven seen a decent movie for months already.. let's see.. when is the last one... oh. kingdom of heaven.. 3 weeks ago. not tt bad XD haha.. b4 kingdom of heaven would be spongebob squarepants. "-_-... so.. i wanna see tt batman movie =) my sis recommended it on her blog...

sigh.. gotta go.. bathe.. and MUG!!!!

sigh sigh sigh. gotta stop complaining soo much. i miss the times when we saw each other online and immediately talked to each other. i miss the time when i decided to study hard for him and how he said he love me for my character. sigh sigh sigh. past.. really? gone are the days? for real? some friend say he'll come back.. some pple say he wouldnt.. cos the time gap is too big.. tian tian says i should wait if i really believe in him.. much as i wanna believe in him and much as the large amount of trust is still there, some hurting words just made me fear for the worse and left me confident-less. sigh. sigh. sigh..life was soo happy back then.i really miss his laughter. i miss our happiness.

-when are you coming back? ;